1 00:00:02,505 --> 00:00:04,424 Previously on "The Path"... 2 00:00:04,424 --> 00:00:07,263 We need to cleanse this movement of darkness, of Steve. 3 00:00:07,263 --> 00:00:09,852 - How? - We'll tell everyone. 4 00:00:09,852 --> 00:00:11,689 - The end comes in Bali. 5 00:00:11,689 --> 00:00:13,944 - Who told you about Bali? - I saw it. 6 00:00:13,944 --> 00:00:16,658 - What if you came to work for me? 7 00:00:16,658 --> 00:00:18,410 I want you on the team when I run for governor. 8 00:00:18,410 --> 00:00:20,081 - I'm getting you out of here. Come on. 9 00:00:20,081 --> 00:00:21,458 - Look, I - I can't. 10 00:00:21,458 --> 00:00:22,795 - What's wrong with you? - Not... 11 00:00:25,049 --> 00:00:27,721 - We have to cut tires and end the trip to Bali. 12 00:00:27,721 --> 00:00:30,309 - You're not getting better unless you leave this place. 13 00:00:30,309 --> 00:00:33,107 If you don't get better, I can't love you. 14 00:00:33,107 --> 00:00:37,448 - Eddie, I believe in you. I believe in this movement. 15 00:00:37,448 --> 00:00:38,827 I would destroy everything 16 00:00:38,827 --> 00:00:41,248 I've worked so hard to put behind me! 17 00:00:41,248 --> 00:00:43,503 It must be Steve written from Revelation. 18 00:00:43,503 --> 00:00:45,256 - The movement will not survive. 19 00:00:45,256 --> 00:00:47,636 - They're not there for Steve. They are there for me. 20 00:00:47,636 --> 00:00:50,474 - No, I can't let you do that. I won't let you do that. 21 00:01:38,571 --> 00:01:41,911 - I've lived without you, Light, so long, 22 00:01:41,911 --> 00:01:44,750 without your love, without your warmth, 23 00:01:44,750 --> 00:01:47,255 but I beg you now-- 24 00:01:47,255 --> 00:01:50,469 come back to me. 25 00:01:50,469 --> 00:01:52,599 Come back to me. 26 00:01:54,227 --> 00:01:57,233 - Give me strength. 27 00:01:57,233 --> 00:02:00,489 Convict me. 28 00:02:00,489 --> 00:02:04,164 - Light that was taken from me... 29 00:02:06,752 --> 00:02:09,508 Or left me to suffer alone... 30 00:02:11,344 --> 00:02:13,390 - That gave me hope... 31 00:02:16,773 --> 00:02:18,568 And reason. 32 00:02:23,160 --> 00:02:26,542 - Now come back to me. 33 00:02:26,542 --> 00:02:28,922 Come back to me. 34 00:02:57,646 --> 00:03:00,610 - Let me do it right now. 35 00:03:13,511 --> 00:03:15,139 - Thanks for everything. 36 00:03:15,139 --> 00:03:17,561 - We've prepared ourselves for so long. 37 00:03:17,561 --> 00:03:19,982 - I can't believe it it's finally almost here. 38 00:03:19,982 --> 00:03:21,484 - Well, you did a great job. 39 00:03:21,484 --> 00:03:23,405 Are you going to Bali with him? 40 00:03:23,405 --> 00:03:25,911 I would just come to... - Bali doesn't happen anymore. 41 00:03:28,206 --> 00:03:29,793 Yeah, um... 42 00:03:29,793 --> 00:03:31,296 we're not going anymore open a center there. 43 00:03:31,296 --> 00:03:33,300 The trip has been cancelled. 44 00:03:35,597 --> 00:03:39,647 - Did I just hear you say that? Eddie isn't going to Bali? 45 00:03:39,647 --> 00:03:41,817 But isn't that true? mother had the vision? 46 00:03:41,817 --> 00:03:43,571 I thought that was it why we were here, 47 00:03:43,571 --> 00:03:47,119 celebrate and plan. 48 00:03:47,119 --> 00:03:49,875 We just heard that Bali not happening? 49 00:03:57,849 --> 00:04:01,147 - The movement upcoming trip... 50 00:04:01,147 --> 00:04:05,239 is temporary... cancelled. 51 00:04:05,239 --> 00:04:07,911 - But that's true you saw it happen. 52 00:04:07,911 --> 00:04:09,455 Tell us what this means. 53 00:04:09,455 --> 00:04:11,627 Does this mean we have to keep waiting? 54 00:04:11,627 --> 00:04:13,673 You said it would happen happen in our lives. 55 00:04:13,673 --> 00:04:16,971 - We're the ones to build the new world. 56 00:04:24,987 --> 00:04:26,406 - Lilith ... 57 00:04:26,406 --> 00:04:29,705 assure them, as you always assure me. 58 00:04:33,796 --> 00:04:36,384 - The movement will grow. 59 00:04:36,384 --> 00:04:38,055 The son will die. 60 00:04:38,055 --> 00:04:40,977 And the cleaning... 61 00:04:40,977 --> 00:04:43,273 the cleansing will come. 62 00:04:59,765 --> 00:05:02,269 - How is he? - He misses you. 63 00:05:02,269 --> 00:05:04,190 - I posted his Sophie diapers here. 64 00:05:04,190 --> 00:05:05,527 He ate about an hour ago, 65 00:05:05,527 --> 00:05:06,946 so he must be good to 11:00 am. 66 00:05:06,946 --> 00:05:08,616 - Hello! 67 00:05:10,494 --> 00:05:12,791 You have something at the compound tonight? 68 00:05:12,791 --> 00:05:14,335 - Revelation. 69 00:05:14,335 --> 00:05:16,381 - What's that? Um, actually, you know what? 70 00:05:16,381 --> 00:05:18,051 Don't tell me. 71 00:05:18,051 --> 00:05:20,013 Um, just put him in daycare when you have to go, 72 00:05:20,013 --> 00:05:21,391 and I'll pick him up after work. 73 00:05:21,391 --> 00:05:22,811 - Okay. How is the work? 74 00:05:22,811 --> 00:05:24,523 - Good. - Good. 75 00:05:24,523 --> 00:05:26,819 - How are you? 76 00:05:26,819 --> 00:05:29,240 - To persevere. 77 00:05:29,240 --> 00:05:31,202 - You know I didn't want to leave you, but... 78 00:05:31,202 --> 00:05:32,914 - No-- - I can't just keep going... 79 00:05:32,914 --> 00:05:34,417 - No no no no-- - And go and never get-- 80 00:05:34,417 --> 00:05:36,714 - No, I understand. I understand. I know. 81 00:05:36,714 --> 00:05:38,008 I know. 82 00:05:40,345 --> 00:05:42,934 Hey, look, come on the carousel with us. 83 00:05:42,934 --> 00:05:44,813 - I'm late for work. - Come on. Just one ride. 84 00:05:44,813 --> 00:05:46,065 It's going to be fun. 85 00:05:46,065 --> 00:05:47,611 - Nice? - Yes. 86 00:05:47,611 --> 00:05:50,282 - Nothing in my life is fun now. 87 00:05:50,282 --> 00:05:52,787 I live in a Holiday Inn. My heart is broken. 88 00:05:52,787 --> 00:05:54,958 And I actually love my job, and I'll be late, 89 00:05:54,958 --> 00:05:56,419 and I-- 90 00:05:57,714 --> 00:06:00,845 I don't want to get it thrown back into you. 91 00:06:00,845 --> 00:06:02,849 - I don't promise you. 92 00:06:05,563 --> 00:06:07,399 I want you to be happy, Mary. 93 00:06:07,399 --> 00:06:09,947 I really - I really do. 94 00:06:16,125 --> 00:06:17,879 Look, come on. 95 00:06:17,879 --> 00:06:19,591 Come on, come on, come on. 96 00:06:22,806 --> 00:06:24,183 Hello sir. 97 00:06:24,183 --> 00:06:26,522 Uh, three-- three tickets, please. 98 00:06:26,522 --> 00:06:27,691 Thank you. 99 00:06:27,691 --> 00:06:29,193 Here, oh, let me grab your bag. 100 00:06:29,193 --> 00:06:30,780 Oh my God, this thing weighs a ton. 101 00:06:30,780 --> 00:06:31,949 Come on come on. 102 00:06:57,458 --> 00:06:59,211 Okay. 103 00:07:20,420 --> 00:07:22,634 Look, look, look, look. 104 00:07:25,097 --> 00:07:27,644 Yes. 105 00:07:37,371 --> 00:07:40,335 - I'm going to tell you membership at Revelation... 106 00:07:40,335 --> 00:07:41,755 everything. 107 00:07:41,755 --> 00:07:43,759 - People will have many questions. 108 00:07:43,759 --> 00:07:47,224 You're the only one who can say what happened at Huayna Picchu, 109 00:07:47,224 --> 00:07:50,021 whether Steve saw a ladder... 110 00:07:50,021 --> 00:07:51,733 or not. 111 00:07:51,733 --> 00:07:54,321 -Are you kidding? 112 00:07:54,321 --> 00:07:57,452 This is nonsense. This is complete and utter nonsense. 113 00:07:57,452 --> 00:07:58,914 - It's not, Mom. 114 00:07:58,914 --> 00:08:00,751 Steve was one of my best friends. 115 00:08:00,751 --> 00:08:02,589 More than a friend-- he was family. 116 00:08:02,589 --> 00:08:04,383 - You know, I didn't want it to also be true. 117 00:08:04,383 --> 00:08:06,012 - I'm going. Let's go let's go. 118 00:08:06,012 --> 00:08:08,016 - Who have you become? 119 00:08:08,016 --> 00:08:10,353 This is why you put me in France... 120 00:08:10,353 --> 00:08:11,940 - No, Felicia. 121 00:08:11,940 --> 00:08:13,736 - So you could put together this story. 122 00:08:13,736 --> 00:08:16,199 - This isn't a story. 123 00:08:16,199 --> 00:08:19,205 - I saw him climb the ladder. 124 00:08:19,205 --> 00:08:21,125 I tried to climb after it. 125 00:08:21,125 --> 00:08:23,589 - Yeah, that's something you told us 126 00:08:23,589 --> 00:08:27,722 - I won't let you be abused like this, Felicia. Let's go. 127 00:08:27,722 --> 00:08:30,227 - I know what happened, 128 00:08:30,227 --> 00:08:31,855 and I'm the only one left 129 00:08:31,855 --> 00:08:34,861 who can defend against these lies, 130 00:08:34,861 --> 00:08:36,865 and I will do that. 131 00:08:36,865 --> 00:08:40,455 - Your word is the only one that doesn't fit. 132 00:08:40,455 --> 00:08:42,752 - This is for you. 133 00:08:42,752 --> 00:08:44,756 This is self-service. - I started this. 134 00:08:44,756 --> 00:08:47,261 I found Lilith. I discovered The Hypoxian Cleanse-- 135 00:08:47,261 --> 00:08:50,893 - And that. accusations that Steve abused Cal? 136 00:08:50,893 --> 00:08:52,981 Steve was the only father that boy ever had. 137 00:08:52,981 --> 00:08:55,151 - No, we won't mention names. 138 00:08:55,151 --> 00:08:56,738 - I just hope he's working on this, 139 00:08:56,738 --> 00:08:58,742 because when you use it for your smear test-- 140 00:08:58,742 --> 00:09:00,287 - You know what? That's enough. 141 00:09:00,287 --> 00:09:02,667 This is painful for all of us. 142 00:09:02,667 --> 00:09:04,128 That's why I couldn't see Summer in the piece. 143 00:09:04,128 --> 00:09:05,798 That's why I left The Movement. 144 00:09:05,798 --> 00:09:08,303 And none of us want to to believe this is true, 145 00:09:08,303 --> 00:09:09,681 but it is, 146 00:09:09,681 --> 00:09:11,602 and the faster that we accept it, 147 00:09:11,602 --> 00:09:13,479 we can move forward as a community. 148 00:09:13,479 --> 00:09:15,066 - The community will see through this. 149 00:09:15,066 --> 00:09:17,905 - I promised... 150 00:09:17,905 --> 00:09:20,995 a ladder to enlightenment that's lit... 151 00:09:20,995 --> 00:09:22,790 - Let's go. - Through transparency. 152 00:09:22,790 --> 00:09:25,378 And that's what I intend to give. 153 00:09:25,378 --> 00:09:27,675 - This will backfire. 154 00:09:27,675 --> 00:09:29,721 You will lose everyone. 155 00:09:37,486 --> 00:09:39,239 - Okay... 156 00:09:39,239 --> 00:09:41,035 buses go be here at 4:00 157 00:09:41,035 --> 00:09:43,414 to pick us up, take us to the compound. 158 00:09:43,414 --> 00:09:45,085 - What is this? Revelation thing about? 159 00:09:45,085 --> 00:09:47,214 - I'm like in the dark as you. 160 00:09:47,214 --> 00:09:49,844 All I know is that my father said it's important. 161 00:09:49,844 --> 00:09:51,180 He wants us all there, 162 00:09:51,180 --> 00:09:52,725 and he will do it tell us something. 163 00:09:52,725 --> 00:09:54,311 - I have plans tonight. - Cancel them. 164 00:09:54,311 --> 00:09:56,440 - It's likely about the rumors. 165 00:09:56,440 --> 00:09:59,154 - Everyone saw Cal on that TV show. He killed it. 166 00:09:59,154 --> 00:10:01,200 - That doesn't mean people don't believe that article. 167 00:10:01,200 --> 00:10:02,578 - You think we are closing? 168 00:10:02,578 --> 00:10:03,956 - Of course not. 169 00:10:03,956 --> 00:10:05,668 - Because I heard it Eddie has disappeared again. 170 00:10:05,668 --> 00:10:07,254 - Okay guys, here's the deal-- 171 00:10:07,254 --> 00:10:09,592 my father is The Guardian of the light. 172 00:10:09,592 --> 00:10:11,972 He says he is somewhere, let's go. 173 00:10:11,972 --> 00:10:13,224 Unless one of yours happens 174 00:10:13,224 --> 00:10:15,061 communicate directly with the light? 175 00:10:15,061 --> 00:10:17,065 Jeremy? 176 00:10:17,065 --> 00:10:18,902 Cassie? 177 00:10:18,902 --> 00:10:21,115 You guys need... 178 00:10:21,115 --> 00:10:24,539 Revelation more than anyone else. 179 00:10:24,539 --> 00:10:26,041 If you do it are not here tonight 180 00:10:26,041 --> 00:10:28,087 don't bother coming back here tomorrow. 181 00:10:30,509 --> 00:10:32,764 I'll see you on the bus. 182 00:10:38,399 --> 00:10:40,780 - Yes? Who is it? 183 00:10:42,240 --> 00:10:44,077 - Hello. 184 00:10:44,077 --> 00:10:46,792 Do you have a moment? 185 00:10:46,792 --> 00:10:48,587 - Not really. 186 00:10:51,425 --> 00:10:53,346 So, um... 187 00:10:53,346 --> 00:10:58,064 Gede, he decided to pull to set us up in Bali. 188 00:10:58,064 --> 00:11:00,903 You wouldn't know anything about that, will you? 189 00:11:00,903 --> 00:11:02,197 - I killed it. 190 00:11:02,197 --> 00:11:04,243 - Why? 191 00:11:04,243 --> 00:11:05,621 Because of your mother? 192 00:11:05,621 --> 00:11:07,583 -Eddie, I'm really mad at you, 193 00:11:07,583 --> 00:11:09,378 but I don't want you dead either. 194 00:11:10,798 --> 00:11:12,384 You still believe in her. 195 00:11:15,014 --> 00:11:17,018 - Don't know what I believe in, 196 00:11:17,018 --> 00:11:21,026 but I just know I didn't wants to take chances. 197 00:11:21,026 --> 00:11:23,072 - Uh... 198 00:11:23,072 --> 00:11:26,120 look, Vera, I'm... 199 00:11:26,120 --> 00:11:27,999 I'm sorry... 200 00:11:27,999 --> 00:11:30,169 about what happened to us. 201 00:11:30,169 --> 00:11:31,590 - Yes. 202 00:11:31,590 --> 00:11:33,677 Me, too. 203 00:11:33,677 --> 00:11:36,223 - Are you still a Meyerist? 204 00:11:36,223 --> 00:11:39,146 - I'm grateful at The Meyerist Movement 205 00:11:39,146 --> 00:11:42,778 to help me get from a very dangerous sect 206 00:11:42,778 --> 00:11:44,824 that's my mother. 207 00:11:47,914 --> 00:11:50,711 - Why don't you come back 208 00:11:50,711 --> 00:11:53,007 to work with us... 209 00:11:53,007 --> 00:11:57,182 as a Meyerist or as a secular person? 210 00:11:57,182 --> 00:11:59,227 - Why would I do that? 211 00:12:00,396 --> 00:12:03,570 - Because I'm sure you're trying to figure it out 212 00:12:03,570 --> 00:12:06,075 what are you going to do next, 213 00:12:06,075 --> 00:12:08,997 and you enjoyed working with us. 214 00:12:08,997 --> 00:12:12,755 Plus, The Movement you will need it. 215 00:12:12,755 --> 00:12:15,844 - Why? Why - why should The movement needs me? 216 00:12:15,844 --> 00:12:17,848 - I plan to reveal 217 00:12:17,848 --> 00:12:20,186 everything I've learned about your mother 218 00:12:20,186 --> 00:12:21,690 and Steve-- 219 00:12:21,690 --> 00:12:23,234 about who he was, 220 00:12:23,234 --> 00:12:24,904 what he stole, 221 00:12:24,904 --> 00:12:27,409 how he mistreated 222 00:12:27,409 --> 00:12:30,498 and then I go start again. 223 00:12:32,586 --> 00:12:34,214 You want my... 224 00:12:34,214 --> 00:12:36,761 last piece of professional advice? 225 00:12:38,472 --> 00:12:40,268 Don't do it. 226 00:12:41,938 --> 00:12:45,028 Well, it's gonna...happen, 227 00:12:45,028 --> 00:12:47,783 tonight at Revelation. 228 00:12:47,783 --> 00:12:50,581 - Why can't there be a revelation about recognition 229 00:12:50,581 --> 00:12:53,335 how far everyone has come, optimism and future? 230 00:12:53,335 --> 00:12:55,256 Just leave it by the way stay in the past. 231 00:12:55,256 --> 00:12:57,887 - Because Steve needs to be cleaned up. 232 00:12:57,887 --> 00:12:59,431 - Steve chose you, Eddie. 233 00:12:59,431 --> 00:13:02,103 - No, he chose me to erase him. 234 00:13:02,103 --> 00:13:03,607 - This isn't he will erase him. 235 00:13:03,607 --> 00:13:05,944 This is everyone will talk about someday. 236 00:13:05,944 --> 00:13:07,948 - Then why don't you? help me make sure that 237 00:13:07,948 --> 00:13:09,786 That's not the case? 238 00:13:09,786 --> 00:13:12,917 Vera ... 239 00:13:12,917 --> 00:13:15,672 help me rebuild. 240 00:13:31,453 --> 00:13:33,082 - Thank you for meeting me here. 241 00:13:33,082 --> 00:13:34,877 - Naturally. What is it? 242 00:13:34,877 --> 00:13:36,881 And - and why here? 243 00:13:36,881 --> 00:13:39,971 - I know you're scared, Lilith. 244 00:13:39,971 --> 00:13:42,308 - I'm not. - You are. 245 00:13:42,308 --> 00:13:44,271 And I wanted to offer myself. 246 00:13:44,271 --> 00:13:46,275 - Are you offering yourself? 247 00:13:46,275 --> 00:13:50,032 - When my wife was murdered, there seemed little to live for 248 00:13:50,032 --> 00:13:54,249 but the hope you gave me of a better world. 249 00:13:54,249 --> 00:13:56,378 - You've been so good to me. 250 00:13:56,378 --> 00:13:59,510 Everything I've seen over the years 251 00:13:59,510 --> 00:14:01,430 has become true. 252 00:14:02,975 --> 00:14:05,229 I don't understand what it means 253 00:14:05,229 --> 00:14:09,029 when someone changes the future like Vera has. 254 00:14:09,029 --> 00:14:10,741 I-- 255 00:14:10,741 --> 00:14:13,037 I don't know - I don't know what happens now. 256 00:14:13,037 --> 00:14:15,166 - Maybe it wasn't Bali. 257 00:14:15,166 --> 00:14:17,337 Maybe Bali doesn't matter. 258 00:14:17,337 --> 00:14:20,301 Could you see it in your vision? Who shot him? 259 00:14:20,301 --> 00:14:22,055 - No. 260 00:14:22,055 --> 00:14:23,390 - Then why not me? 261 00:14:23,390 --> 00:14:24,977 - You know how to use a gun? 262 00:14:46,395 --> 00:14:48,065 - You're not the one doing it. 263 00:14:50,444 --> 00:14:52,323 - Your cancer doesn't get better. 264 00:14:53,994 --> 00:14:58,210 The latest MRI shows it is now in your liver and lungs. 265 00:14:58,210 --> 00:15:01,551 There are so many ways to fight it, and we will, 266 00:15:01,551 --> 00:15:04,305 but we can't lose you before the end. 267 00:15:04,305 --> 00:15:06,853 We can't do it without you. 268 00:15:13,867 --> 00:15:15,369 - I have to speak 269 00:15:15,369 --> 00:15:17,290 at this EcoFaith Initiative tomorrow. 270 00:15:17,290 --> 00:15:19,545 It is based on faith environmental group. 271 00:15:19,545 --> 00:15:21,799 I don't know how those two things are not contradictory. 272 00:15:21,799 --> 00:15:23,720 But if we can get it the craziness on board 273 00:15:23,720 --> 00:15:26,517 with some of the science surrounding it climate change, I'm for it. 274 00:15:28,103 --> 00:15:30,901 I'm sorry, I offended you with the, "wackos" thing? 275 00:15:30,901 --> 00:15:33,698 - No, you didn't. - So I'm boring you. Very good. 276 00:15:33,698 --> 00:15:35,076 I can't even keep your attention. 277 00:15:35,076 --> 00:15:36,453 How am I? win over this group 278 00:15:36,453 --> 00:15:38,207 of tree-nurturing Christians 279 00:15:38,207 --> 00:15:39,794 who is probably already thinking I am an unrepentant sinner? 280 00:15:39,794 --> 00:15:41,547 - You're nothing of the sort. 281 00:15:41,547 --> 00:15:44,260 You're just a flawed human being just like the rest of us are, 282 00:15:44,260 --> 00:15:46,348 looking for redemption. 283 00:15:46,348 --> 00:15:48,686 We all are. 284 00:15:48,686 --> 00:15:50,607 - Hmm. 285 00:15:50,607 --> 00:15:52,653 Are you okay? 286 00:15:52,653 --> 00:15:54,782 - I don't want to talk about my personal life. 287 00:15:54,782 --> 00:15:56,493 - Okay. 288 00:15:56,493 --> 00:15:58,581 But I didn't ask. 289 00:15:58,581 --> 00:16:01,754 - I'll help you talk for the green Christians. 290 00:16:01,754 --> 00:16:03,298 I'm all over it. 291 00:16:03,298 --> 00:16:06,681 You know, I'll just go via, um... 292 00:16:06,681 --> 00:16:08,433 My life is changing-- 293 00:16:08,433 --> 00:16:10,522 Fuck. You know what? It's-- it's so stuffy here. 294 00:16:10,522 --> 00:16:12,191 Can we get some air? 295 00:16:12,191 --> 00:16:13,862 - Yes, sorry, they sealed that one from a while ago. 296 00:16:13,862 --> 00:16:15,657 I think they thought I would jump. 297 00:16:15,657 --> 00:16:17,034 Or maybe someone from my staff. 298 00:16:17,034 --> 00:16:18,705 Hey, you know what? I have an idea. 299 00:16:18,705 --> 00:16:19,707 Come with me. 300 00:16:19,707 --> 00:16:21,836 Here, get your coat. 301 00:16:25,342 --> 00:16:26,888 - Wow. 302 00:16:26,888 --> 00:16:28,265 - Okay? 303 00:16:28,265 --> 00:16:30,436 Not bad so far fresh air goes. 304 00:16:30,436 --> 00:16:32,398 I mean... 305 00:16:32,398 --> 00:16:35,029 it is not a remote island in the Caribbean, 306 00:16:35,029 --> 00:16:36,866 but it's an island... 307 00:16:36,866 --> 00:16:38,620 slightly more populated. 308 00:16:38,620 --> 00:16:40,999 - I didn't hire you as a guy that went to the roof. 309 00:16:40,999 --> 00:16:42,961 Little "head in the clouds" don't you think? 310 00:16:42,961 --> 00:16:46,969 - Hey, I have my moments of contemplation and perspective. 311 00:16:48,263 --> 00:16:51,269 And I'm coming here to drink. 312 00:16:51,269 --> 00:16:53,315 Away from prying eyes. 313 00:16:56,739 --> 00:16:58,910 - I left him - Cal-- 314 00:16:58,910 --> 00:17:00,956 or I don't know, we are divorced. 315 00:17:00,956 --> 00:17:02,918 It's all very confusing. 316 00:17:02,918 --> 00:17:05,548 But, um... at least I'll have more time, 317 00:17:05,548 --> 00:17:08,053 I suppose, to focus. 318 00:17:08,053 --> 00:17:09,765 - I'm sorry. 319 00:17:11,309 --> 00:17:12,938 Oh... 320 00:17:14,315 --> 00:17:17,321 Um, I want-- 321 00:17:17,321 --> 00:17:19,117 Can I... - I'll take a hug. 322 00:17:19,117 --> 00:17:20,954 I agree to a hug. 323 00:17:24,670 --> 00:17:26,757 - Uh, it'll be fine. 324 00:17:26,757 --> 00:17:28,845 - Can I do anything? really terrible? 325 00:17:28,845 --> 00:17:30,472 - I think so. 326 00:17:30,472 --> 00:17:32,393 - I haven't smoked in two years, 327 00:17:32,393 --> 00:17:34,565 and I bought a cigarette a homeless person this morning, 328 00:17:34,565 --> 00:17:36,318 and I really want to smoke it. 329 00:17:36,318 --> 00:17:38,531 - Well, smoke! 330 00:17:38,531 --> 00:17:40,535 Environment be damned! 331 00:17:44,918 --> 00:17:46,672 What is that? 332 00:17:49,678 --> 00:17:52,601 Is everything okay? 333 00:17:52,601 --> 00:17:55,022 - I - I have to go... 334 00:17:55,022 --> 00:17:57,611 Back to the compound. - Okay. 335 00:17:57,611 --> 00:17:59,615 Can I help in any way? - I need a car. 336 00:17:59,615 --> 00:18:00,867 - Okay. 337 00:18:33,683 --> 00:18:36,062 - She's already sitting like that for hours, 338 00:18:36,062 --> 00:18:39,318 just stare out the window. 339 00:18:39,318 --> 00:18:41,991 - Did something happen? after I left this morning? 340 00:18:41,991 --> 00:18:43,911 - After you destroyed us? 341 00:18:43,911 --> 00:18:45,414 No. 342 00:18:45,414 --> 00:18:48,128 She's been like this since we got home. 343 00:18:57,522 --> 00:18:58,941 - Felicia? 344 00:18:58,941 --> 00:19:00,695 - Should I call a doctor? 345 00:19:00,695 --> 00:19:03,534 - Give me a moment. 346 00:19:03,534 --> 00:19:05,789 - She went in some kind of shock. 347 00:19:05,789 --> 00:19:08,961 - Is there something... 348 00:19:08,961 --> 00:19:11,675 Whatever it is, 349 00:19:11,675 --> 00:19:14,305 we'll get through it, I promise you, 350 00:19:14,305 --> 00:19:16,769 but you have to tell me. 351 00:19:16,769 --> 00:19:18,689 - What are you doing, Sarah? 352 00:19:18,689 --> 00:19:20,693 - We have to finish this. 353 00:19:20,693 --> 00:19:23,114 - We were working on 7R. 354 00:19:23,114 --> 00:19:25,369 - Yes. 355 00:19:25,369 --> 00:19:28,250 - Reflective. 356 00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:31,047 All has been revealed. 357 00:19:31,047 --> 00:19:33,301 - 115 ... 358 00:19:33,301 --> 00:19:35,640 94. 359 00:19:35,640 --> 00:19:37,434 - Concentrate. 360 00:19:37,434 --> 00:19:40,440 You have to be able to recite it backwards and forwards. 361 00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:42,696 - 115 ... 362 00:19:42,696 --> 00:19:45,075 94, 76, 363 00:19:45,075 --> 00:19:47,581 54, 32, 12, 364 00:19:47,581 --> 00:19:50,587 15...7. 365 00:19:50,587 --> 00:19:52,674 - Come on. Free yourself from delusions. 366 00:19:52,674 --> 00:19:54,678 -7, 15, 367 00:19:54,678 --> 00:19:57,642 12, 32, 54, 368 00:19:57,642 --> 00:20:00,690 76, 94, 115. 369 00:20:00,690 --> 00:20:02,777 115, 94, 76, 54, 32... 370 00:20:02,777 --> 00:20:06,827 He told us that he struggled... 371 00:20:08,330 --> 00:20:10,710 That he was sick. 372 00:20:10,710 --> 00:20:13,633 He said he did it unnatural thoughts 373 00:20:13,633 --> 00:20:15,469 it chased him. 374 00:20:17,222 --> 00:20:19,226 - Thoughts about children? 375 00:20:20,688 --> 00:20:22,525 About thoughts of Cal? 376 00:20:22,525 --> 00:20:25,238 - I didn't know about Cal specifically. 377 00:20:25,238 --> 00:20:27,493 - Oh God. 378 00:20:27,493 --> 00:20:29,455 - We tried to reconcile, 379 00:20:29,455 --> 00:20:31,543 to understand why the light 380 00:20:31,543 --> 00:20:34,800 would anyone choose so loaded with Transgress 381 00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:36,804 to be our messenger. 382 00:20:38,599 --> 00:20:41,270 - Silas was there? Silas knew it too. 383 00:20:41,270 --> 00:20:43,024 - Then we understood. 384 00:20:43,024 --> 00:20:46,364 The Light tested us. 385 00:20:46,364 --> 00:20:48,451 It was testing our faith. 386 00:20:50,414 --> 00:20:53,003 We worked with him. 387 00:20:55,883 --> 00:20:58,471 We wouldn't give up until we healed him. 388 00:21:00,183 --> 00:21:02,021 - You didn't heal him. 389 00:21:05,444 --> 00:21:07,406 - We didn't know that what we know now 390 00:21:07,406 --> 00:21:10,203 about things like that. 391 00:21:10,203 --> 00:21:12,499 We thought we can make him healthy. 392 00:21:12,499 --> 00:21:15,338 We thought it light would make him well. 393 00:21:16,800 --> 00:21:19,514 We thought it had. 394 00:21:19,514 --> 00:21:21,685 I didn't know that he had acted on it. 395 00:21:21,685 --> 00:21:23,606 I didn't know. 396 00:21:27,822 --> 00:21:29,826 - Hello? - Is Cal there at Revelation? 397 00:21:29,826 --> 00:21:31,329 Can you see him? 398 00:21:31,329 --> 00:21:33,333 - Um, no, I haven't left yet. 399 00:21:35,295 --> 00:21:36,799 - He's going to kill himself, 400 00:21:36,799 --> 00:21:38,218 and Eddie doesn't answer his phone. 401 00:21:38,218 --> 00:21:39,513 - Why would you say that? 402 00:21:39,513 --> 00:21:41,349 - He wrote a note - 403 00:21:41,349 --> 00:21:42,894 “In a place where they will not find the body, 404 00:21:42,894 --> 00:21:44,438 and it will appear I'm gone. ' 405 00:21:44,438 --> 00:21:46,234 He doesn't want me to handle it-- or - or Forest. 406 00:21:46,234 --> 00:21:48,488 I need you to help me, please. 407 00:21:48,488 --> 00:21:49,699 Please help me. 408 00:22:15,333 --> 00:22:17,839 - Hello. I'm glad you made it. 409 00:22:17,839 --> 00:22:20,093 - I hear he's going to say something epic tonight. 410 00:22:20,093 --> 00:22:22,389 - Let's - let's hope so. 411 00:22:22,389 --> 00:22:24,059 - We're being forced to confront ourselves, 412 00:22:24,059 --> 00:22:25,521 really look at ourselves. 413 00:22:25,521 --> 00:22:27,482 That's what Eddie Lane gives us. 414 00:22:42,847 --> 00:22:44,768 - Hello. - Hello. 415 00:22:44,768 --> 00:22:46,855 - It's almost time. 416 00:22:46,855 --> 00:22:48,399 - Yes. 417 00:22:48,399 --> 00:22:51,072 - We would have been in Bali tonight. 418 00:22:51,072 --> 00:22:54,119 It could have been your last night on earth. 419 00:22:55,665 --> 00:22:57,292 We'll never know. 420 00:22:57,292 --> 00:22:59,421 - Don't do this. 421 00:22:59,421 --> 00:23:01,760 - Vera ... - I know. 422 00:23:01,760 --> 00:23:04,348 I know you think I'm crazy 423 00:23:04,348 --> 00:23:06,645 for believing my mother, but I do. 424 00:23:06,645 --> 00:23:09,818 She is a force of anger and revenge, 425 00:23:09,818 --> 00:23:13,826 and that's real and very powerful. 426 00:23:13,826 --> 00:23:16,707 But you, Eddie, you are - you are hope, 427 00:23:16,707 --> 00:23:19,420 and the world needs hope directly. 428 00:23:22,134 --> 00:23:23,971 Please don't destroy this. 429 00:24:46,761 --> 00:24:48,557 - Hey, thanks. 430 00:24:48,557 --> 00:24:51,187 You know, I want... I want to thank everyone 431 00:24:51,187 --> 00:24:54,234 to come out tonight. 432 00:24:54,234 --> 00:24:56,907 For those of you who have been with us for a long time, 433 00:24:56,907 --> 00:25:00,413 I'm sure you're wondering what revelation is 434 00:25:00,413 --> 00:25:03,127 and where it came from. 435 00:25:03,127 --> 00:25:07,052 Well, that's nature of a Revelation. 436 00:25:07,052 --> 00:25:08,847 It strikes without warning. 437 00:25:08,847 --> 00:25:13,524 It breaks the way we see it the world altogether. 438 00:25:13,524 --> 00:25:17,907 Well, that's something we're going to do tonight. 439 00:25:17,907 --> 00:25:21,790 We as a community who seeks the truth, 440 00:25:21,790 --> 00:25:24,712 we go acknowledge the past 441 00:25:24,712 --> 00:25:28,094 and clean up the mistakes. 442 00:25:47,508 --> 00:25:50,096 - Some things have come to light 443 00:25:50,096 --> 00:25:53,436 about Dr. Steven Meyer, 444 00:25:53,436 --> 00:25:58,947 things that will be difficult to reconcile. 445 00:26:03,749 --> 00:26:07,798 But at the end of it all I ask you to trust 446 00:26:07,798 --> 00:26:12,558 that I was chosen for a reason. 447 00:26:12,558 --> 00:26:17,275 Although the man who chose me... 448 00:26:17,275 --> 00:26:20,741 maybe you failed, I won't. 449 00:26:20,741 --> 00:26:23,079 Together, we will face our demons 450 00:26:23,079 --> 00:26:24,707 and reconcile the past. 451 00:26:24,707 --> 00:26:26,753 - What are you doing here? - Mary called me. 452 00:26:26,753 --> 00:26:28,339 She said you wanted to kill yourself 453 00:26:28,339 --> 00:26:29,967 in a place that no one would find you, 454 00:26:29,967 --> 00:26:32,932 and this is the first place what I was thinking about. 455 00:26:32,932 --> 00:26:35,269 She's very upset, Cal. 456 00:26:35,269 --> 00:26:37,273 - It's better for her in the long term, and Forest. 457 00:26:37,273 --> 00:26:38,694 - Why? -Sarah... 458 00:26:38,694 --> 00:26:40,363 - You have to talk to me. 459 00:26:40,363 --> 00:26:41,991 - I'm not talking to you about this. You have to go. 460 00:26:41,991 --> 00:26:43,411 - Why would it be better? for Mary to lose you? 461 00:26:43,411 --> 00:26:45,123 - I should be in the ground. 462 00:26:45,123 --> 00:26:47,293 I killed someone and I could do it again, believe me. 463 00:26:47,293 --> 00:26:49,423 I was thinking about, uh, kill you and Eddie. 464 00:26:49,423 --> 00:26:51,093 - But you haven't... - God, just... 465 00:26:51,093 --> 00:26:52,805 - And not you. - Get out of here, Sarah. 466 00:26:52,805 --> 00:26:54,433 - No, Forest, he needs you. - I'm asking you to go. 467 00:26:54,433 --> 00:26:55,686 - No, Cal. 468 00:26:55,686 --> 00:26:57,230 - Let me do this as I want. 469 00:26:57,230 --> 00:26:58,567 That's all I ask. Your son needs his father. 470 00:26:58,567 --> 00:26:59,861 I'm not a damn father, Sarah! 471 00:26:59,861 --> 00:27:01,238 - Yes you are. I saw you. 472 00:27:01,238 --> 00:27:02,700 - What what, carry him around? 473 00:27:02,700 --> 00:27:04,244 Feed him? Anyone can do that. 474 00:27:04,244 --> 00:27:06,583 - No, that's not true. - God, you have no idea! 475 00:27:06,583 --> 00:27:08,920 No idea! 476 00:27:08,920 --> 00:27:11,383 - I don't. I'm sorry. I didn't want-- 477 00:27:11,383 --> 00:27:13,847 I know you're suffering, 478 00:27:13,847 --> 00:27:16,143 but I know it too how good you are. 479 00:27:16,143 --> 00:27:18,230 - I'm sick. 480 00:27:18,230 --> 00:27:19,859 Uh, alcoholic salesman... 481 00:27:19,859 --> 00:27:21,403 - No. - And it will get them. 482 00:27:21,403 --> 00:27:22,907 It's already happened. - No, I don't believe you. 483 00:27:22,907 --> 00:27:24,367 I know you since I was a child. 484 00:27:24,367 --> 00:27:25,787 - You didn't know me. 485 00:27:25,787 --> 00:27:27,541 I was already ruined. 486 00:27:27,541 --> 00:27:29,545 - No, I didn't know what it was happens, that's true, 487 00:27:29,545 --> 00:27:31,381 but I - I knew you. - Just go, Sarah. 488 00:27:31,381 --> 00:27:33,260 - I wanted to be near you. 489 00:27:33,260 --> 00:27:34,764 I loved you. 490 00:27:34,764 --> 00:27:36,350 - Yes, and look what I did to you. 491 00:27:36,350 --> 00:27:38,020 - Everything I did, I put myself on. 492 00:27:38,020 --> 00:27:40,567 - Pl - please - please stop this. I need this. 493 00:27:40,567 --> 00:27:44,575 - I called you earlier this year. 494 00:27:44,575 --> 00:27:46,704 I was in... 495 00:27:46,704 --> 00:27:48,583 a lot of pain, 496 00:27:48,583 --> 00:27:51,004 and you were the only one 497 00:27:51,004 --> 00:27:52,716 I could ask for help. 498 00:27:52,716 --> 00:27:54,344 - Yes, because I was the only one 499 00:27:54,344 --> 00:27:56,558 fucked up enough to understand. - Could be. 500 00:27:56,558 --> 00:27:58,770 What's so bad about it, huh? 501 00:27:58,770 --> 00:28:01,693 What's so bad about having it the ability to understand 502 00:28:01,693 --> 00:28:05,324 someone else who is so steeped in self-loathing? 503 00:28:05,324 --> 00:28:07,287 I don't know... 504 00:28:07,287 --> 00:28:11,003 what it is for someone to take my innocence, 505 00:28:11,003 --> 00:28:14,175 to destroy every sentence... 506 00:28:14,175 --> 00:28:16,013 of normality, 507 00:28:16,013 --> 00:28:17,683 how to get over it 508 00:28:17,683 --> 00:28:20,647 of what you feel like of how to make a life. 509 00:28:20,647 --> 00:28:24,487 But I know the ugliness that you feel inside, 510 00:28:24,487 --> 00:28:26,491 it's not you. 511 00:28:26,491 --> 00:28:29,582 - It's me, Sarah. - It's them. 512 00:28:29,582 --> 00:28:31,878 Your mother... 513 00:28:31,878 --> 00:28:33,840 your father, Steve... 514 00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:35,217 - It's me. 515 00:28:35,217 --> 00:28:38,892 - It's not you. 516 00:28:38,892 --> 00:28:40,729 - Just me - just me wants to get over it. 517 00:28:40,729 --> 00:28:43,150 I just want-- I want to get over it. 518 00:28:43,150 --> 00:28:45,822 I need to get over it. 519 00:28:45,822 --> 00:28:48,160 - - This isn't the right way, okay? - - 520 00:28:48,160 --> 00:28:49,997 - This isn't the way. 521 00:28:53,253 --> 00:28:54,924 Not like this. 522 00:28:54,924 --> 00:28:57,763 - I just need to get over it. 523 00:28:57,763 --> 00:28:59,391 - Not so. 524 00:29:02,480 --> 00:29:05,862 - We have discovered... 525 00:29:05,862 --> 00:29:09,995 some early diaries from Steve's... 526 00:29:12,543 --> 00:29:14,630 Diaries that have been written 527 00:29:14,630 --> 00:29:18,805 long before his ascent at Huayna Picchu. 528 00:29:18,805 --> 00:29:21,309 Now, these magazines, 529 00:29:21,309 --> 00:29:23,773 they had a different writer. 530 00:29:23,773 --> 00:29:25,986 This writer 531 00:29:25,986 --> 00:29:28,908 was the first person to have the vision 532 00:29:28,908 --> 00:29:31,455 of the ladder. 533 00:29:31,455 --> 00:29:33,125 - Does this mean it? Jackson Neill article is real? 534 00:29:33,125 --> 00:29:36,173 - No, the Jackson Neill article 535 00:29:36,173 --> 00:29:39,262 was filled with half-truths with intent to harm, okay? 536 00:29:39,262 --> 00:29:40,974 What I'm telling you now 537 00:29:40,974 --> 00:29:44,355 is all you need to know to be the strongest, 538 00:29:44,355 --> 00:29:46,986 most powerful version 539 00:29:46,986 --> 00:29:49,617 of the light. 540 00:29:49,617 --> 00:29:52,455 The first vision of The Ladder 541 00:29:52,455 --> 00:29:57,381 was managed by Lilith Assan back in 1973. 542 00:29:58,968 --> 00:30:02,308 That was a year before Steve made his climb. 543 00:30:02,308 --> 00:30:05,314 Well, that set me on a path 544 00:30:05,314 --> 00:30:08,487 of research in the life of Dr. Meyer. 545 00:30:08,487 --> 00:30:10,241 - This means this Lilith woman 546 00:30:10,241 --> 00:30:12,579 is the true prophet of the light? 547 00:30:15,544 --> 00:30:17,965 - No, no. 548 00:30:17,965 --> 00:30:21,221 I am the prophet... 549 00:30:24,185 --> 00:30:26,064 The son. 550 00:30:27,901 --> 00:30:30,532 I am... 551 00:30:30,532 --> 00:30:32,118 the one. 552 00:30:32,118 --> 00:30:33,621 - Mom? 553 00:30:47,691 --> 00:30:48,985 - Cal. 554 00:30:48,985 --> 00:30:51,448 - No! Hello! 555 00:30:55,707 --> 00:30:57,043 - Cal! 556 00:31:40,254 --> 00:31:42,133 Gaby... 557 00:31:44,930 --> 00:31:48,270 I still believe that to be the case a reason for all this. 558 00:31:49,606 --> 00:31:52,194 I do. I have no choice. 559 00:31:53,781 --> 00:31:56,411 There must be, 560 00:31:56,411 --> 00:31:59,208 even for Steve. 561 00:31:59,208 --> 00:32:01,421 - Of course there's a reason. 562 00:32:03,509 --> 00:32:05,220 - Why did she do it? 563 00:32:05,220 --> 00:32:07,601 - She was a very sick woman... 564 00:32:10,022 --> 00:32:13,320 It had a lot of damage through her life. 565 00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:15,533 - Did she want her to die? 566 00:32:15,533 --> 00:32:18,163 - No. - Did she want Dad to die? 567 00:32:20,794 --> 00:32:21,837 - Yes. 568 00:32:24,383 --> 00:32:26,555 - Vera saved your life? 569 00:32:28,100 --> 00:32:30,395 - Yes. 570 00:32:30,395 --> 00:32:32,149 She saved my life. 571 00:32:32,149 --> 00:32:35,990 - Will other people Are you trying to shoot us? 572 00:32:35,990 --> 00:32:38,411 - Hello... 573 00:32:38,411 --> 00:32:41,669 I'm going to do it everything in my power 574 00:32:41,669 --> 00:32:46,302 to make sure no one shoot at us again. 575 00:32:46,302 --> 00:32:47,848 Okay? 576 00:32:51,981 --> 00:32:53,901 - Because of the contracts we got your people signed, 577 00:32:53,901 --> 00:32:56,406 you are Safe of most of these lawsuits, 578 00:32:56,406 --> 00:32:57,784 but I will take you with me by them 579 00:32:57,784 --> 00:32:59,245 so you understand what is on the table. 580 00:32:59,245 --> 00:33:00,915 - Lawsuits... 581 00:33:00,915 --> 00:33:03,253 We just got shot a week ago. 582 00:33:03,253 --> 00:33:05,174 Someone very close for us has just died. 583 00:33:05,174 --> 00:33:07,261 Who the fuck is filing lawsuits? 584 00:33:07,261 --> 00:33:10,225 - Parents of novices, Rodrigo and Smith. 585 00:33:10,225 --> 00:33:11,937 - Okay, they're - they're-- they are - they are ready. 586 00:33:11,937 --> 00:33:14,233 Out, okay? Fuck them and their parents. 587 00:33:14,233 --> 00:33:15,945 - And there are two active Meyerists 588 00:33:15,945 --> 00:33:17,949 who accuse for emotional distress, 589 00:33:17,949 --> 00:33:19,452 but both signed the waiver. 590 00:33:19,452 --> 00:33:21,080 - Can I sue them? 591 00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:23,669 - Well, you can sue everyone. I mean-- 592 00:33:23,669 --> 00:33:26,090 - I want to record it the IRS, okay? 593 00:33:26,090 --> 00:33:27,761 I want religious status. 594 00:33:27,761 --> 00:33:29,472 No more damn cult. 595 00:33:29,472 --> 00:33:32,979 - Mr. Lane, you've just been due to enormous trauma. 596 00:33:32,979 --> 00:33:34,942 I would advise any customer 597 00:33:34,942 --> 00:33:36,695 who went through it what you have experienced 598 00:33:36,695 --> 00:33:38,490 to just take a few weeks to-- 599 00:33:38,490 --> 00:33:41,454 - A few weeks to what? 600 00:33:41,454 --> 00:33:42,791 - Sadness. 601 00:33:42,791 --> 00:33:44,795 - Correct. 602 00:33:44,795 --> 00:33:46,924 What are you, my therapist? 603 00:33:46,924 --> 00:33:49,470 Or are you my damn lawyer? 604 00:33:49,470 --> 00:33:51,642 - I don't know as your lawyer this is the right time 605 00:33:51,642 --> 00:33:53,813 to take on the IRS. 606 00:33:53,813 --> 00:33:56,401 The Jackson Neill article is still fresh. 607 00:33:56,401 --> 00:33:57,821 His book will be out in the spring, 608 00:33:57,821 --> 00:33:59,365 and there was a shooting on your campus 609 00:33:59,365 --> 00:34:01,119 that's in every newspaper. 610 00:34:01,119 --> 00:34:04,710 - And we're going to double... 611 00:34:04,710 --> 00:34:07,590 three times our membership by next year. 612 00:34:07,590 --> 00:34:11,347 Threats will increase, and I have to protect them. 613 00:34:11,347 --> 00:34:15,314 The first step is to get religious recognition. 614 00:34:15,314 --> 00:34:17,443 If you don't want to to go against the IRS, 615 00:34:17,443 --> 00:34:21,660 then I'm sure I can find it another lawyer who will do that. 616 00:34:23,204 --> 00:34:24,958 - I'm your lawyer. 617 00:34:24,958 --> 00:34:28,591 - And about Jackson Neill's soon book... 618 00:34:28,591 --> 00:34:31,429 kill it. 619 00:34:39,529 --> 00:34:41,825 I read Vera's mother hated the religion. 620 00:34:41,825 --> 00:34:43,537 They are threatened by us. 621 00:34:43,537 --> 00:34:45,833 - What else did Eddie have to do? say in Revelation? 622 00:34:45,833 --> 00:34:48,589 - Steve wasn't the first climbing the ladder. 623 00:34:48,589 --> 00:34:50,342 A woman climbed it in front of her. 624 00:34:50,342 --> 00:34:52,096 - I don't think so are actual words 625 00:34:52,096 --> 00:34:53,682 at this point are just as important. 626 00:34:53,682 --> 00:34:55,310 - Why? Of course they are. 627 00:34:55,310 --> 00:34:56,939 - My parents think we're all going to be killed. 628 00:34:56,939 --> 00:34:58,818 - My parents complain. 629 00:34:58,818 --> 00:35:01,657 - Vera just died for this religion... 630 00:35:01,657 --> 00:35:05,665 because she loved the light more than himself, 631 00:35:05,665 --> 00:35:08,420 and that was threatening her mother so much 632 00:35:08,420 --> 00:35:10,465 that she tried to kill my father. 633 00:35:10,465 --> 00:35:13,012 So it's a little bit difficult for me to hear you talk 634 00:35:13,012 --> 00:35:15,727 about going home and suing. 635 00:35:22,197 --> 00:35:24,076 I've lost a lot this year... 636 00:35:25,412 --> 00:35:27,040 My grandfather, 637 00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,170 my... 638 00:35:29,170 --> 00:35:30,965 But this, 639 00:35:30,965 --> 00:35:32,719 this loss... 640 00:35:35,767 --> 00:35:37,979 It makes me want to fight back. 641 00:35:39,315 --> 00:35:41,402 And I think that's what my father was talking about 642 00:35:41,402 --> 00:35:42,697 in Revelation... 643 00:35:44,701 --> 00:35:47,916 That we should have the courage to view the stories 644 00:35:47,916 --> 00:35:50,922 that our fathers tell us 645 00:35:50,922 --> 00:35:52,592 and not alone take them as fact, 646 00:35:52,592 --> 00:35:54,971 but develop our own ideas, 647 00:35:54,971 --> 00:35:56,767 our own perspectives 648 00:35:56,767 --> 00:35:58,646 and strive for authenticity 649 00:35:58,646 --> 00:36:00,482 and - and not only-- 650 00:36:00,482 --> 00:36:04,156 - I know a guy who didn't have that the courage to do that... 651 00:36:04,156 --> 00:36:06,494 not at first, at least... 652 00:36:08,248 --> 00:36:11,087 Because - because it can be a terrifying thing to do. 653 00:36:13,968 --> 00:36:16,515 But he's glad he did it, because... 654 00:36:16,515 --> 00:36:18,811 if he doesn't... 655 00:36:18,811 --> 00:36:20,690 it would have killed him. 656 00:36:24,029 --> 00:36:25,825 - Well, there you have it. 657 00:36:27,244 --> 00:36:29,123 If you want to go home... 658 00:36:30,543 --> 00:36:31,920 Go home. 659 00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:33,757 You might be happier there. 660 00:36:35,468 --> 00:36:38,224 But you might find it that it's not... 661 00:36:38,224 --> 00:36:40,312 your house no more. 662 00:36:40,312 --> 00:36:42,065 But when you are here... 663 00:36:44,194 --> 00:36:46,365 Be here. 664 00:36:46,365 --> 00:36:50,583 Let's honor Vera Stephens 665 00:36:50,583 --> 00:36:54,298 by being so dedicated for The Movement as it was. 666 00:37:14,046 --> 00:37:15,800 - Hello. Thanks for coming. 667 00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:17,052 -Fuck you. 668 00:37:17,052 --> 00:37:19,181 Five minutes. 669 00:37:19,181 --> 00:37:21,812 - Well, let me, um-- 670 00:37:21,812 --> 00:37:23,231 Would you like some tea? 671 00:37:23,231 --> 00:37:24,901 - No, you begged me to come by. 672 00:37:24,901 --> 00:37:26,613 I'm really angry. - Uh, you're really right... 673 00:37:26,613 --> 00:37:28,116 - You know, you're scared the shit from me. 674 00:37:28,116 --> 00:37:29,493 - I'm very sorry. - And I went there, 675 00:37:29,493 --> 00:37:30,830 and I thought that you were dead 676 00:37:30,830 --> 00:37:32,416 but it was Vera, and I saw her face. 677 00:37:32,416 --> 00:37:35,380 And it was horrible. - I'm so - so - I'm so sorry. 678 00:37:35,380 --> 00:37:37,009 - I'm here for Forest, 679 00:37:37,009 --> 00:37:38,721 so just tell me something you had to say it in person 680 00:37:38,721 --> 00:37:40,140 and not over the telephone. 681 00:37:40,140 --> 00:37:41,518 - No it's-- Well, it's not that I-- 682 00:37:41,518 --> 00:37:42,854 it cannot be said on the phone. 683 00:37:42,854 --> 00:37:45,025 I just, um... 684 00:37:46,945 --> 00:37:49,033 I just wanted you to look at me as I said it. 685 00:37:49,033 --> 00:37:50,870 - I'm looking. 686 00:37:50,870 --> 00:37:52,289 Say it. 687 00:37:52,289 --> 00:37:54,919 - I'm sorry... 688 00:37:54,919 --> 00:37:56,422 Mary. 689 00:37:58,969 --> 00:38:01,140 I'm very sorry. 690 00:38:01,140 --> 00:38:03,478 - What if you do it again? 691 00:38:03,478 --> 00:38:05,190 Should I live in fear? 692 00:38:05,190 --> 00:38:07,069 - Yes-- - You know, it's the worst-- 693 00:38:07,069 --> 00:38:08,864 - No. No, I don't. 694 00:38:08,864 --> 00:38:10,743 - Your word is rotten. 695 00:38:10,743 --> 00:38:12,204 - I know. 696 00:38:13,999 --> 00:38:16,087 But I'm going to get help 697 00:38:16,087 --> 00:38:17,380 real help. 698 00:38:17,380 --> 00:38:18,884 I'm going to do the work. 699 00:38:18,884 --> 00:38:21,347 I'm gonna...I'm gonna try... 700 00:38:21,347 --> 00:38:24,646 dealing with the fact that I was 701 00:38:24,646 --> 00:38:27,652 sexually abused for a decade. 702 00:38:27,652 --> 00:38:30,490 - But you stay with the Meyerists? 703 00:38:32,410 --> 00:38:34,916 - For now, yes. - Why? 704 00:38:36,628 --> 00:38:38,131 - Uh... 705 00:38:41,805 --> 00:38:43,642 Um-- 706 00:38:43,642 --> 00:38:46,021 Uh - hard to explain, 707 00:38:46,021 --> 00:38:47,900 but, um... 708 00:38:49,027 --> 00:38:51,031 I'll try, because you asked. 709 00:38:51,031 --> 00:38:52,450 Um... 710 00:38:55,624 --> 00:38:57,753 It's like I-- 711 00:38:57,753 --> 00:38:59,298 I - physical, I can't run away-- 712 00:38:59,298 --> 00:39:01,928 - Mental, you can't run away. 713 00:39:01,928 --> 00:39:03,139 - Yeah maybe. 714 00:39:03,139 --> 00:39:04,934 But, for whatever reason, I can't, 715 00:39:04,934 --> 00:39:06,521 Not yet, anyway. 716 00:39:09,026 --> 00:39:13,034 I'm thinking of coming with you, and I want that, but... 717 00:39:13,034 --> 00:39:17,627 In the photo I see myself, 718 00:39:17,627 --> 00:39:19,254 Im... 719 00:39:19,254 --> 00:39:21,217 I - I am this shell of a person. 720 00:39:21,217 --> 00:39:24,515 It's Florida all over again. I have no goal. 721 00:39:24,515 --> 00:39:26,060 I... 722 00:39:26,060 --> 00:39:28,439 I... I work in a coffee shop. 723 00:39:28,439 --> 00:39:29,943 But it's more than that. 724 00:39:29,943 --> 00:39:31,905 It's this place that ruined me... 725 00:39:34,243 --> 00:39:36,497 But it also saved me... 726 00:39:38,669 --> 00:39:42,133 And... it's home. 727 00:39:42,133 --> 00:39:45,683 And honestly...I love it. 728 00:39:45,683 --> 00:39:47,352 I like... 729 00:39:49,022 --> 00:39:51,068 The people who need me 730 00:39:51,068 --> 00:39:53,072 who want to be good. 731 00:39:55,368 --> 00:39:57,414 I like... 732 00:39:57,414 --> 00:39:59,334 the message of The Light. 733 00:39:59,334 --> 00:40:01,756 I love the whole idea of ​​it. 734 00:40:05,096 --> 00:40:07,518 So I can't... 735 00:40:07,518 --> 00:40:10,481 run away. 736 00:40:10,481 --> 00:40:12,027 Not yet. 737 00:40:12,027 --> 00:40:14,114 - Maybe you never can. 738 00:40:16,076 --> 00:40:17,621 - Maybe not. 739 00:40:17,621 --> 00:40:19,584 But I... 740 00:40:21,755 --> 00:40:24,301 I think that could be me the man you love again. 741 00:40:25,971 --> 00:40:28,267 - You still are. - No, but... 742 00:40:30,104 --> 00:40:32,693 But really worthy of you. 743 00:40:34,989 --> 00:40:37,035 I want to be. 744 00:40:55,531 --> 00:40:57,952 Thank you for meeting me. 745 00:40:57,952 --> 00:41:02,001 I couldn't bear to face you earlier at the compound. 746 00:41:02,001 --> 00:41:04,256 - There's nothing you could have done. 747 00:41:06,009 --> 00:41:08,305 - I could have listened. 748 00:41:08,305 --> 00:41:10,602 I could have left Lilith in that damn hospital! 749 00:41:10,602 --> 00:41:13,775 - I'm just as guilty as you are, Eddie. 750 00:41:13,775 --> 00:41:16,029 You know, I found Lilith and I begged you to see her. 751 00:41:16,029 --> 00:41:18,660 - She was already in our lives. 752 00:41:18,660 --> 00:41:21,290 She was the one that Vera sent to us, 753 00:41:21,290 --> 00:41:24,505 whom I begged to take her job back, by the way. 754 00:41:24,505 --> 00:41:26,843 She shouldn't have done it even been there. 755 00:41:26,843 --> 00:41:29,097 - She wanted to be there. 756 00:41:29,097 --> 00:41:31,101 She wanted to help you, Eddie. 757 00:41:31,101 --> 00:41:33,565 - No, she didn't want me to dig up shit. 758 00:41:34,692 --> 00:41:38,282 She wanted to get ahead, let the past be the past. 759 00:41:38,282 --> 00:41:41,038 - That's not how it works. 760 00:41:41,038 --> 00:41:43,083 The truth is the only way move forward. 761 00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:45,421 - Okay, then tell me... 762 00:41:47,175 --> 00:41:50,473 Do you feel anything? 763 00:41:50,473 --> 00:41:52,352 Any light? 764 00:41:53,772 --> 00:41:55,776 - Why are you asking me this? 765 00:41:55,776 --> 00:41:58,113 - Because I promised you 766 00:41:58,113 --> 00:42:02,957 that if we did everything would be real again. 767 00:42:02,957 --> 00:42:06,046 Is it? - We're not done yet. 768 00:42:06,046 --> 00:42:09,177 Don't know. - You found Cal. 769 00:42:09,177 --> 00:42:11,933 Sarah, you saved his life. 770 00:42:11,933 --> 00:42:13,603 You don't-- don't you feel anything? 771 00:42:13,603 --> 00:42:14,814 - Don't know. 772 00:42:16,316 --> 00:42:19,322 That's why you asked me to meet you? 773 00:42:19,322 --> 00:42:22,621 To find out if I believe again? 774 00:42:22,621 --> 00:42:26,461 - No, I asked you to meet me because... 775 00:42:26,461 --> 00:42:28,424 I need you. 776 00:42:28,424 --> 00:42:31,471 What I do next I want you there. 777 00:42:31,471 --> 00:42:33,058 - I rushed you. 778 00:42:33,058 --> 00:42:34,895 I doubted you, and I almost killed you. 779 00:42:34,895 --> 00:42:36,691 - No, you didn't almost kill me. 780 00:42:36,691 --> 00:42:38,862 - But I don't know what i would have done... 781 00:42:38,862 --> 00:42:41,325 okay, if I-- when I got home and-- 782 00:42:43,580 --> 00:42:45,667 And I lost you. 783 00:42:45,667 --> 00:42:47,755 - Hi hi hi... 784 00:42:47,755 --> 00:42:49,967 Then don't do it. 785 00:42:49,967 --> 00:42:51,929 Don't lose me. 786 00:42:51,929 --> 00:42:55,436 Stay with me. 787 00:42:55,436 --> 00:42:57,440 Okay? 788 00:42:57,440 --> 00:42:59,235 What I do next... 789 00:43:01,198 --> 00:43:03,828 Because I know 790 00:43:03,828 --> 00:43:06,500 who I become without you. 791 00:43:21,405 --> 00:43:23,785 - She's ready to transition. 792 00:43:27,166 --> 00:43:28,920 When you're ready. 793 00:43:30,507 --> 00:43:33,178 - I remembered, uh... 794 00:43:33,178 --> 00:43:35,182 be a child with her. 795 00:43:35,182 --> 00:43:37,813 The summer that Vera was with us, 796 00:43:37,813 --> 00:43:40,694 it was too complicated for Steve 797 00:43:40,694 --> 00:43:43,825 to find the time for me. 798 00:43:43,825 --> 00:43:46,204 And, um... 799 00:43:46,204 --> 00:43:48,543 that month he was-- 800 00:43:48,543 --> 00:43:50,505 he was like that a real father to me. 801 00:43:53,887 --> 00:43:55,974 I wanted to tell her that. 802 00:44:45,281 --> 00:44:47,410 Shall we start with prayer? 803 00:44:49,205 --> 00:44:51,878 - Like the owl protects The garden, 804 00:44:51,878 --> 00:44:54,800 we offer these wings to Vera 805 00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:57,681 to carry her home... 806 00:44:57,681 --> 00:45:00,687 to be her guide. 807 00:45:00,687 --> 00:45:03,191 We believe in the light. 808 00:45:03,191 --> 00:45:07,158 we believe that Vera Stephens is Light, 809 00:45:07,158 --> 00:45:08,953 for all this was revealed... 810 00:45:08,953 --> 00:45:10,832 - To Ste-- - To Steven Meyer. 811 00:45:14,255 --> 00:45:17,638 - For all this Was revealed... 812 00:45:17,638 --> 00:45:19,098 to me... 813 00:45:20,518 --> 00:45:23,065 When I was struck by The Light. 814 00:45:24,777 --> 00:45:28,325 That's why we invite Vera 815 00:45:28,325 --> 00:45:31,039 to leave her earthly form, 816 00:45:31,039 --> 00:45:34,964 because at the end we begin, 817 00:45:34,964 --> 00:45:37,259 and in sorrow, 818 00:45:37,259 --> 00:45:39,974 we look forward... 819 00:45:39,974 --> 00:45:41,811 And in the darkness... 820 00:45:44,733 --> 00:45:46,988 There is Light. 821 00:45:52,749 --> 00:45:54,502 - Lilith? 822 00:45:59,095 --> 00:46:01,182 We bury your child today. 823 00:46:26,942 --> 00:46:28,529 Goodbye. 824 00:46:48,861 --> 00:46:51,074 - Don't be sad. 825 00:46:59,675 --> 00:47:01,261 Our daughter had to die. 826 00:47:01,261 --> 00:47:04,308 She sacrificed herself for the truth. 827 00:47:04,308 --> 00:47:06,605 i'm sorry about that I stole it from you. 828 00:47:06,605 --> 00:47:08,818 I wanted the end to come-- 829 00:47:08,818 --> 00:47:10,780 The Cleanse. 830 00:47:10,780 --> 00:47:13,786 We never would have been able to throw ourselves off 831 00:47:13,786 --> 00:47:17,084 of suffering and wickedness alone, 832 00:47:17,084 --> 00:47:18,880 as much as I tried. 833 00:47:18,880 --> 00:47:21,217 I wanted your vision 834 00:47:21,217 --> 00:47:23,388 of the new world, 835 00:47:23,388 --> 00:47:26,604 and I knew we wouldn't grow as we needed 836 00:47:26,604 --> 00:47:28,481 with you at the helm. 837 00:47:30,444 --> 00:47:32,198 - I won't thank you. 838 00:47:32,198 --> 00:47:35,454 - Now it will get bigger than we ever imagined. 839 00:47:36,999 --> 00:47:39,420 - Bigger than we ever imagined. 840 00:47:39,420 --> 00:47:41,508 - And the end will come. 841 00:47:43,888 --> 00:47:46,267 - And the end will come. 842 00:48:55,740 --> 00:49:00,958 - Today we stand as a community... 843 00:49:00,958 --> 00:49:06,427 tied together through a painful reality... 844 00:49:06,427 --> 00:49:09,225 that there is darkness 845 00:49:09,225 --> 00:49:12,314 in this world... 846 00:49:12,314 --> 00:49:16,865 a dark intention about destroying the forces 847 00:49:16,865 --> 00:49:20,665 of peace, tolerance and hope. 848 00:49:20,665 --> 00:49:22,084 Why? 849 00:49:23,504 --> 00:49:25,925 Where does this anger come from? 850 00:49:25,925 --> 00:49:28,556 and damage comes from? 851 00:49:28,556 --> 00:49:31,562 Are they our fathers? 852 00:49:31,562 --> 00:49:33,816 Our mothers? 853 00:49:35,528 --> 00:49:37,072 Don't know. 854 00:49:37,072 --> 00:49:39,870 But I can promise 855 00:49:39,870 --> 00:49:42,124 to fight it. 856 00:49:42,124 --> 00:49:44,504 I can promise to take care of it 857 00:49:44,504 --> 00:49:49,180 nothing like this someday will happen again... 858 00:49:49,180 --> 00:49:52,562 by cleansing our past 859 00:49:52,562 --> 00:49:55,943 and removing the rot. 860 00:49:55,943 --> 00:49:58,824 In the light of everything, I think it's time 861 00:49:58,824 --> 00:50:01,663 that we break this relationship. 862 00:50:01,663 --> 00:50:04,210 - It was real. 863 00:50:04,210 --> 00:50:06,632 I saw it. 864 00:50:06,632 --> 00:50:08,176 I tried to climb-- 865 00:50:08,176 --> 00:50:10,347 - Thank you for your service, Felicia. 866 00:50:28,466 --> 00:50:30,262 My son. 867 00:50:30,262 --> 00:50:31,682 - Yes? 868 00:50:31,682 --> 00:50:33,393 - The hug? 869 00:50:33,393 --> 00:50:35,606 That was Steve's business. 870 00:50:35,606 --> 00:50:38,862 Um, and I'm Forest's father, 871 00:50:38,862 --> 00:50:41,158 and I am his only father. 872 00:50:45,041 --> 00:50:49,300 - And build a fortress of protection around us. 873 00:51:18,358 --> 00:51:21,698 - So we can meet each other today... 874 00:51:23,117 --> 00:51:25,539 Fresh... 875 00:51:25,539 --> 00:51:30,090 dedicated to what The Light wants from us now. 876 00:51:42,322 --> 00:51:47,207 - Because even so today feels bleak... 877 00:51:53,804 --> 00:51:58,146 Even though we are overwhelmed with sadness, 878 00:51:58,146 --> 00:51:59,899 it will cancel out. 879 00:52:05,160 --> 00:52:09,627 The sky will light up, 880 00:52:09,627 --> 00:52:13,886 and we will grow stronger than ever. 881 00:52:13,886 --> 00:52:16,432 The state will recognize us 882 00:52:16,432 --> 00:52:18,436 as a religion, 883 00:52:18,436 --> 00:52:22,319 and our message will be spoken 884 00:52:22,319 --> 00:52:25,701 all over the world. 885 00:52:27,037 --> 00:52:29,041 - And I promise you 886 00:52:29,041 --> 00:52:32,799 to rule against the armed forces that threaten this great city. 887 00:52:37,850 --> 00:52:40,271 - Today we must declare war 888 00:52:40,271 --> 00:52:44,279 on the forces that are stealing the souls of our children. 889 00:52:44,279 --> 00:52:48,204 - We will not ignore their threats silence our belief. 890 00:53:04,319 --> 00:53:06,741 - Vera has passed away 891 00:53:06,741 --> 00:53:10,206 so that it would be so. 892 00:53:10,206 --> 00:53:13,421 She sacrificed herself... 893 00:53:13,421 --> 00:53:15,300 for us... 894 00:53:15,300 --> 00:53:18,891 for you, for me. 895 00:53:35,048 --> 00:53:37,469 She dreamed of a garden 896 00:53:37,469 --> 00:53:39,264 here. 897 00:53:43,857 --> 00:53:46,445 Help me build it. 898 00:53:49,201 --> 00:53:52,374 Stand next to me tomorrow... 899 00:53:52,374 --> 00:53:55,506 because I can't do this without you.